Tonight's patrol was difficult. More difficult than some. They got through. I don't know how they got through our barricades, but some of the
Biters were loose in the compound. I only just got back in a little while ago.
They... They took out one of the households. There wasn't anything we could do, we were too late to help. All we could do was "Clean Up."
The sky was a hazy pink tinted grey this evening. I could taste fire on the air. I shudder to think what we will find when we go out on one of our hunts outside the safety of the compound tomorrow morning. What is happening out there?
We had to spend all night on containment and patching up the fencing where they managed to get in. Even after all that work every household is on lock-down till morning, just in case we missed one.
Thank goodness they didn't get to any of my children. We've taken in orphaned children from the neighboring blocks left outside of the compound and I've been assigned the job of teaching them. In spite of everything that has happened and we still have to deal with on a day to day basis this aspect of my life makes me feel fulfilled and like I am actually contributing to the future. Some of them are getting to be outside of my area of expertise, but I have others to help me with some subjects and we are very fortunate to have a wide array of books available to reference. We'll manage, they will have an education.
Part of my pay for my efforts around the compound is getting to pick a luxury to enjoy once a week. Sometimes it's an actual hot shower, but this time of year that isn't as important. This week I decided I wanted to spend some time online to see what is going on in the outside world. We're very lucky that Richard was paranoid about the world ending and had a generator in his garage.
It is heartening to hear that life is happening outside of these walls. Venturing far afield seems like such an alien concept at this point. I wonder if we will get to enjoy such a thing as "vacations" again in my lifetime? Will we ever return to what used to qualify as normal? Or could we perhaps hope for something even better? Can we fix what was wrong with our previous society or will we make the same mistakes? I still hope for humanity being able to reach the stars. Especially now, given everything that has happened to our Earth in the past year. It would be frightening to venture out into the unknown, but to leave behind the disease that has laid waste to our globe this past year might be worth the hardships. And yet I don't think I could make the trip. I would miss the trees. The trees still call to me with the swaying speech of their branches in the wind. Even if the sky is on fire behind them.
I should wander to bed now. This has been a long, hard "anniversary" and tomorrow promises to be just as daunting.
Goodnight and I hope, where ever you are, you are safe.